What Should I do?

What Should I do?

I have been asked, "What should I do? How should I proceed in life?"
My answer is:
Do what you want. No matter what you do or where you go your lessons and experiences will manifest themselves as necessary. There is no escaping the path of the higher self. I used to think when I lived in California that if I moved to Washington state I would be healed from the chaos of the city. I didn't know at the time that the chaos was in my own mind and of my own choosing (and of course this chaos followed me). I thought if I was a SQL DBA that money and prestige would buy me the happiness I sought but that was because I lacked inner self-love. Title and salary do not provide these qualities. So was becoming a SQL DBA or moving to Washington a bad choice? Of course not. It was necessary for my growth process. This is why we should refrain from judging our experience because they serve a purpose far greater than we know. Whatever you chose is okay because it will teach you something regardless. So if you want to write, act, sing, program, whatever, you will be where you need to be. It doesn't matter what you do, but how you do it.
Be now what you think you want to be and you will be it. Don't wait for an event to be happy. Don't wait for that pesky person at work to quit before you are at peace. Irritating people and events will follow you where ever you go until you stop seeing them as irritating and realize they were there to help you learn love.
Get back your power. You recreate yourself every day through the decisions you make. You decide today if people are going to bug you, if your life is meaningless, if you are happy or sad, if you can or can't love. I was asked by a co-worker recently, "Doesn't that person bother you?" And I replied, "No one bothers me. A person can only bother you if you let them."
Love is all there is.
From what I've learned, I am already all that I want to Be; I have all that I need for nothing exists outside of myself. All that I am doing now is sharing it.
Be happy. It's as easy as you think.